Hiya peeps,

I havnt been 2 dA in a while, i go on every now & again without doin much. Its been a pretty horrid 6 wks. Ive been listening to all the ppl around me, every1 keeps telling me things i want to hear.Things i already know in my head, trying to push me one way or the other. Last night i spoke to someone that told me everything i didnt want to hear, what made it worse was that everything that person said made sense, more sense than what was in my head.

Last night i set my fone to silent, deleted mxit (sorri peeps) & went to bed not chatting or chatting 2 ne1 in this world.I woke up this morning, feeling fresh, feeling more in control of myself.

Im not where i wanna be yet, but i know in a couple of dayz i'll be more of a human being than ive ever been!! Theres certain things i need to change, certain ways i need to be different. I need to stop hearing things, i need to listen.

Expect the unexpected!! Look out next week for a couple of deviations i hav planned!! its gona be gud, better than the crap ive put up this wk.

Holla out to Phreek!! Jy maak my mal bra!!

Cheers Peeps
PS. ENGLAND TO WILL WORLD CUP!!